Tag Archives: change
Not the true me
Over the past year and a half, I became someone I am not. Someone that does things that are not me. You are probably thinking, but if you did them they are you, just a you that you didn’t … Continue reading
It isn’t for the sex it is for the attention
It has been a long time since I have written. I really need to write more, it helps. I have been divorced for almost 18 months. I am single, have yet to have 1 boyfriend in that time. The guy … Continue reading
On the upswing
I promise I will catch you up on the 4 months I wasn’t writing but right now I need to talk about the upswing. The flipping of the switch, The doing better. For the first time, I am ok spending … Continue reading
D Day approaching
Just a couple more days and I will be officially divorced. Fuck. I don’t want to go back. I don’t regret the decision for the marriage to end but it sucks. There are feelings of failure and defeat. There are … Continue reading
Frustration
I went to write a post today and saw this in the drafts. It was never finished but seems important to share. Tuesday I realized that the hearing for my dissolution was exactly one week away. It hit me … Continue reading
Still getting used to life now. I wanted so much to be on my own because I didn’t want to be around another human and still feel lonely. So now I spend my time with some a guy so … Continue reading
The new home
I finished moving into the new place on Friday. Had 2 great friends busting their butts to help and we rocked it. I have slowly been unpacking over the weekend, still a lot to get done. I want to take … Continue reading
Updates, because I love you!
Things in going to get a divorce land have been, eh. After days of looking and many ads and apartments later, I have found a place in a nice neighborhood. I can not express how much of a relief this … Continue reading
What would you do if you weren’t afraid?
We are all afraid of things that cause us to not like or want to change even when things need to change. Unhappy in the couple part of my marriage but I am to afraid to talk , to … Continue reading
The life I should have had
This morning I went to Panera to pick up bagels for work. There were a handful of business men and women sipping their coffee and working on their laptops. It is the life I wanted for most of … Continue reading
Beer, Hugs and Ice Cream 